Upload & Sell: Off
I'm really sorry to hear this, I have also been considering it for years, but have held off... I am very scared of such drastic changes to my eyes, as so much of what I enjoy about life is crucially tied to my eyes working well. I am -1.5/-3.5 or so, which causes its own problems, but it is something I can live with, as I do. I use glasses for some tasks, no glasses for other tasks.
There are apparently other, less risky procedures, such as PRK. I might look into that and see if people also have these horrible experiences with that, or I might just leave it completely.