Bijltje, you\'re right on idea that being a forever debtor is a bad thing. Other than that I deny any expences at lines which have no intersections with photography, because I do realize for certain that those things aren\'t necessary to make a living, they won\'t make the life much easier. But for broken-hearted person (which I am) there might be something to enlighten the way in the dark, something that I should do for small community around me, something by what someone will remember \'that guy\' in the future. Feel free to call this pathetic and defective — that\'s the way it is. You can\'t imagine how often I hear what an irredeemable shit I am. Photography in a manner helps to not to give up, it\'s a form of compensational mechanism in the world of my own. I realize that the gear won\'t solve any problem, won\'t answer on existential questions but to some degree it\'ll bring some comfort to the photographing process which I love heartily. I am trying to grow up as a \'tog, trying to do different things (with varied success) and of course do feel some constraint in tool usage. I don\'t need latest and greatest, but a tool with which I could get to like and use it for a very long period of time without appearance of those consumerism-driven thoughts of better spec-wise instruments availability. Crop-sensor body is definitely not in that class as autofocus isn\'t too. Crop is the waste of lenses, tiny VF implies really hard conditions at focusing and thorough composing — that\'s why I wish to acquire desired as soon as possible at any cost. Maybe I\'m too young to make and overview on everything and from the stellar height of life experience make a right decision, but what else I have to do?
Bijltje, you\'re right on idea that being a forever debtor is a bad thing. Other than that I deny any expences at lines which have no intersections with photography, because I do realize for certain that those things aren\'t necessary to make a living, they won\'t make the life much easier. But for broken-hearted person (which I am) there might be something to enlighten the way in the dark, something that I should do for small community around me, something by what someone will remember \'that guy\' in the future. Feel free to call this pathetic and defective — that\'s the way it is. You can\'t imagine how often I hear what an irredeemable shit I am. Photography in a manner helps to not to give up, it\'s a form of compensational mechanism in the world of my own. I realize that the gear won\'t solve any problem, won\'t answer on existential questions but to some degree it\'ll bring some comfort to the photographing process which I love heartily. I am trying to grow up as a \'tog, trying to do different things (with varied success) and of course do feel some constraint in tool usage. I don\'t need latest and greatest, but a tool with which I could get to like and use it for a very long period of time without appearance of those consumerism-driven thoughts of better spec-wise instruments availability. Crop-sensor body is definitely not in that class as autofocus isn\'t too. Crop is the waste of lenses, tiny VF implies really hard conditions at focusing and thorough composing — that\'s why I wish to acquire desired as soon as possible at any cost. Maybe I\'m too young to make and overview on everything and from the stellar height of life experience can\'t make a right decision, but...
Bijltje, you\'re right on idea that being a forever debtor is a bad thing. Other than that I deny any expences at lines which have no intersections with photography, because I do realize for certain that those things aren\'t necessary to make a living, they won\'t make the life much easier. But for broken-hearted person (which I am) there might be something to enlighten the way in the dark, something that I should do for small community around me, something by what someone will remember \'that guy\' in the future. Feel free to call this pathetic and defective — that\'s the way it is. You can\'t imagine how often I hear what an irredeemable shit I am. Photography in a manner helps to not to give up, it\'s a form of compensational mechanism in the world of my own. I realize that the gear won\'t solve any problem, won\'t answer on existential questions but to some degree it\'ll bring some comfort to the photographing process which I love heartily. I am trying to grow up as a \'tog, trying to do different things (with varied success) and of course do feel some constraint in tool usage. I don\'t need latest and greatest, but a tool with which I could get to like and use it for a very long period of time without appearance of those consumerism-driven thoughts that there are better spec-wise instruments. Crop-sensor body is definitely not in that class as autofocus isn\'t too. Crop is the waste of lenses, tiny VF implies really hard conditions at focusing and thorough composing — that\'s why I wish to acquire desired as soon as possible at any cost. Maybe I\'m too young to make and overview on everything and from the stellar height of life experience can\'t make a right decision, but...
