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As I have shared in the past, I lost my partner and wife of almost 33 years in April. With her birthday quickly approaching, shortly followed by the one year anniversary of her death, I have relied on photography as a mental escape from the trauma of the my loss. Since Tamy's passing, it has been a struggle to leave my home behind and follow the impulses of my wanderlust. I began with short trips that took me hours from home with multi-night stays in motels. Each of these short trips ended early as raced home to the security of what I knew. In December I headed out to Bosque del Apache with my dog Luca. She and I spent 3 days traveling south and west and we (well really I) managed to stay for most of the planned trip. As was with the case of my prior travels, the impulse of home truncated my travels... Loss impacts us all in different ways, for me... well, it's been this desire to return to a routine. This thing that I am experiencing is new for me, as I have always been spontaneous, free of anxieties, and embraced the discomforts of travel.
Towards the end of January I headed out to Japan. My 13 hour flight and 16 days of travel were baked in, and there was no easy way to retreat to the comfort of home. This was a trip that Tamy and I wanted to do when I retired, so I felt that I needed to do it now as a way to prove something to myself. Quite honestly, I almost pulled the plug two days prior to my trip. I rationalized the many thousands of dollars lost as the cost of living with grief. I created excuses for myself and believed that it might be better to stay put. However, some how I decided that I needed to take the trip. I swallowed my apprehensions and embraced the reality that if I could not do this thing now and alone, I would never be able to move on to a place where I could simultaneously remember Tamy AND live my life.
Japan was pure magic for me. I had the opportunity to photograph species that I have seen in the pages of NatGeo and in this forum. The entire trip was devoted to wildlife and I returned with a ginormous editing task. I have barely scratched the surface of my 13000 images, and the ones I present today are "field image checks." These are the only pictures I've processed thus. I typically process one picture a night from the field as a way to check the functioning of my gear and prove that I was successful at capturing an image. In addition, these pictures represent something specific I remember from the day. As I work through my work, I'll share more of what I saw, for now... this is what I have to share.
If you made it this far, thanks for giving it a read and looking at my pics.
regards,
bruce





1. Two Cranes

  NIKON Z 9    NIKKOR Z 400mm f/2.8 TC VR S Z TC-1.4x lens    784mm    f/11.0    1/1600s    6400 ISO    0.0 EV  







2. Prelude to the Dance

  NIKON Z 9    NIKKOR Z 400mm f/2.8 TC VR S lens    560mm    f/11.0    1/2500s    1600 ISO    0.0 EV  







3. Paired Flight

  NIKON Z f    NIKKOR Z 180-600mm f/5.6-6.3 VR lens    600mm    f/10.0    1/160s    1000 ISO    0.0 EV  







4. At the break of Dawn

  NIKON Z 9    NIKKOR Z 400mm f/2.8 TC VR S lens    560mm    f/13.0    1/320s    5000 ISO    0.0 EV  







5. A Private Moment

  NIKON Z 9    NIKKOR Z 180-600mm f/5.6-6.3 VR lens    290mm    f/8.0    1/320s    6400 ISO    0.0 EV  







6. Burdened by Thoughts

  NIKON Z 9    NIKKOR Z 180-600mm f/5.6-6.3 VR lens    240mm    f/8.0    1/250s    3200 ISO    0.0 EV  







7. Hmm

  NIKON Z 9    NIKKOR Z 180-600mm f/5.6-6.3 VR lens    240mm    f/8.0    1/250s    3200 ISO    0.0 EV  







8. What the Fox Say

  NIKON Z 9    NIKKOR Z 400mm f/2.8 TC VR S lens    560mm    f/6.3    1/5000s    1600 ISO    +1.7 EV  







9. My Wingspan is Larger than Yours

  NIKON Z 9    NIKKOR Z 180-600mm f/5.6-6.3 VR lens    360mm    f/6.3    1/1000s    6400 ISO    +0.3 EV  







10. Dropping in for Sunrise

  NIKON Z 9    NIKKOR Z 180-600mm f/5.6-6.3 VR lens    390mm    f/10.0    1/800s    5600 ISO    +0.3 EV  







11. Two Swans in Mountain Light

  NIKON Z 6    NIKKOR Z 24-120mm f/4 S lens    40mm    f/14.0    1/400s    3200 ISO    0.0 EV  







12. The Moment I was Found

  NIKON Z 9    NIKKOR Z 400mm f/2.8 TC VR S lens    560mm    f/10.0    1/4000s    1250 ISO    0.0 EV  




Feb 13, 2024 at 11:10 AM
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wow, stunning shots. I like the first one the most. It almost looked like a painting. Sorry for your loss, stay strong!


Feb 13, 2024 at 11:48 AM
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Bruce,
Glad to see that you are fighting and pushing through the pain. I have always loved your images and am glad to see that you are posting again.
Photos are excellent as always, but even better is the fact that you went.
best wishes,
Michael



Feb 13, 2024 at 02:10 PM
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Wishing you the best on your journey, Bruce. Your images are beautiful. Looking forward to more.
Rex



Feb 13, 2024 at 02:13 PM
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Sorry for your loss but these pictures are amazing. I love the abstract nature of the first one and that is my pick for sure.


Feb 13, 2024 at 02:20 PM
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Extremely enjoyable and artistic Thanks for the show.


Feb 13, 2024 at 03:22 PM
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Hi Bruce

I greatly admire you for expressing the emotions you feel to get through this.

We'll be looking forward to many more of your images from Japan.



Feb 13, 2024 at 03:27 PM
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hi Bruce, please accept my condolences on the demise of your wife. Love your photography and a big fan. I am so relieved that you have started normalizing your life.
Best regards.
KD Acharya



Feb 13, 2024 at 03:54 PM
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Oh man Bruce ! These are really gorgeous. Great start to your editing. I was following your posts regarding gear choices etc. prior to the trip so I'm really happy for you that you moved forward with trying to make peace in a difficult situation. It's never easy. Love #5 and #10. I know Sea Eagles were high on your list so mission accomplished
Best of luck looking ahead.
Gary



Feb 13, 2024 at 04:06 PM
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Thank you for sharing both your trials and tribulations and your beautiful photos. It sounds like it was both an emotionally challenging and rewarding trip. Stay strong.


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I'm terribly sorry to learn of your loss Bruce. Dealing with depression is incredibly difficult and I'm glad to lean you are recovering. Talking about it is good for you and for others who will see that one can cope and recover.

1, 4,7, 10, and 11 are the standouts for me from your wonderful set of photos. I'm particularly fond of the first, a wonderful use of white in this unusual image.

I'm looking forward to seeing more.

Morris



Feb 14, 2024 at 07:54 AM
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These are all great. #1 & #4 are spectacular.


Feb 14, 2024 at 09:43 AM
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Habaut wrote:
wow, stunning shots. I like the first one the most. It almost looked like a painting. Sorry for your loss, stay strong!


Thank you very much for both the condolence and comment on the images. I knew that the first image would resonate with the FM nature audience. This is a shot that I previsualized and "dreamed" about for years prior to my trip.
bruce
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Creative Edge wrote:
Bruce,
Glad to see that you are fighting and pushing through the pain. I have always loved your images and am glad to see that you are posting again.
Photos are excellent as always, but even better is the fact that you went.
best wishes,
Michael


Michael... Thank you for your kind comment about my photography. My work is seldom flashy, but it is consistent for its mood and composition. I have to focus on the places I excel, as I am pretty lousy at action photography. I often miss the key flight moments, bungle the focus, and would be a horrible sports photographer for my lack of ability to anticipate the key moment.
Thanks for the encouragement and condolence... it's been almost 10 months, but the loss continues to be a raw focal point for me.
bruce
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surgemaster wrote:
Wishing you the best on your journey, Bruce. Your images are beautiful. Looking forward to more.
Rex


Thank you very much Rex.
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TakesRandomPics wrote:
Sorry for your loss but these pictures are amazing. I love the abstract nature of the first one and that is my pick for sure.


Thank you very much... as I stated in my first response to a post, I've been wanting to photograph red-crowned cranes for a long time. I use to include them in my biology lectures and discussions about animal behavior and how light in the environment triggers a hormonal response to breed.
I've photographed craned for many decades now, but this species always seemed to be the most elegant to me.

bruce
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Dragonfire wrote:
Extremely enjoyable and artistic Thanks for the show.


Thank you very much
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bs kite wrote:
Hi Bruce

I greatly admire you for expressing the emotions you feel to get through this.

We'll be looking forward to many more of your images from Japan.


Thank you Robert... I tend to be a reserved person, and introvert's introvert, but even the reserved needs an outlet to release pent up feelings. While I still talk about Tamy, writing about her helps me to process my own loss and grief. I probably would be better off guarding my privacy, however by doing so, I'll deprive myself the opportunity to find ways to cope and forge on.
cheers,
bruce
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kdacharya wrote:
hi Bruce, please accept my condolences on the demise of your wife. Love your photography and a big fan. I am so relieved that you have started normalizing your life.
Best regards.
KD Acharya


Hello KD.. thank you for the condolence and the generous compliment about my photography. As you know... based on your own productivity and travels... this thing we do is an obsession. Those of us who love to make pictures of nature can't do much in the world without thinking about the next shot or where to make it. I've seen your work and I know that we share this obsessive loop.
Hope to see you in the field one of these days!
bruce
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sum1sgrampa wrote:
Oh man Bruce ! These are really gorgeous. Great start to your editing. I was following your posts regarding gear choices etc. prior to the trip so I'm really happy for you that you moved forward with trying to make peace in a difficult situation. It's never easy. Love #5 and #10. I know Sea Eagles were high on your list so mission accomplished
Best of luck looking ahead.
Gary


Thank you Gary and thanks for reflecting on the trials and tribulations that I went through. In the end, I carried 3 bodies and 3 lenses, and they all suited me well. In fact, any shot I didn't get was completely due to my own lack of ability to maintain mental engagement and fight through the pain of bitter cold. I missed the "money shot" with the Stellar Sea Eagles, as the cold numbed my shutter finger at the critical moment... I have this most beautiful sequence of an eagle snatching the fish from the water with a trail of a splash behind... the perfect shot if you are willing to look at it through astigmatic eyes
As for gear... I had my Z9, Zf, Z6 and 24-120, 180-600, 400 f2.8S, and 1.4x. While I would have benefited from a Z8, the Zf was only limited by its resolution. I'll replace the Z6 with a Z8 in the coming month and shift the Zf to my walk-around camera.
Like I said... this gear is so good now that I am only limited by my own skill.
cheers,
bruce
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EverLearning wrote:
Thank you for sharing both your trials and tribulations and your beautiful photos. It sounds like it was both an emotionally challenging and rewarding trip. Stay strong.


Thank you... The phrase "emotionally challenging" pretty much covers it. Tamy was more than a spouse and house mate, we did this stuff together. She was my second shooter and I was her second shooter. The collaboration in life and fun was enviable to just about anyone I knew. I was very aware of my good fortune in having met, loved, and married her... just as aware as the bite of the loss that I continue to feel.
cheers,
bruce
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morris wrote:
I'm terribly sorry to learn of your loss Bruce. Dealing with depression is incredibly difficult and I'm glad to lean you are recovering. Talking about it is good for you and for others who will see that one can cope and recover.

1, 4,7, 10, and 11 are the standouts for me from your wonderful set of photos. I'm particularly fond of the first, a wonderful use of white in this unusual image.

I'm looking forward to seeing more.

Morris


Hello Morris,
Thank you for the condolence and the reflection on life. Thanks for sharing your favorites as well.. the trip was so very productive and I am looking forward (sort of) to continuing my editing process.
cheers,
bruce



Feb 14, 2024 at 09:53 AM
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I'm a bit speechless for many reasons here Bruce buddy but they are all for the good

I'll just keep quiet and enjoy the scenery and let the story settle in ............we both know.

Karl



Feb 14, 2024 at 11:04 AM
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Bruce, awesome images and heartwarming story! I'm sure you're wife is enjoying your images and glad you are out there doing what you do best! Keep it going buddy, so glad you went!!


Feb 14, 2024 at 04:21 PM
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Bruce. Great pictures - maybe I will have to go to Japan. Like the high key Cranes in first shot the best but they are all nice.

Condolences on losing your wife. I have been with my wife for 32 years and cannot imagine the world without her.

Scott



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These are beautiful Bruce, a lot of bucket list images here. Sorry for your loss, you just have to keeping plugging away. I know photography was a great help to me when my wife passed a number of years ago. Keep bringing the beautiful images.

Dave

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srboynton wrote:
These are all great. #1 & #4 are spectacular.


Thank you very much,,, The first images was one I had envisioned prior to my trip... was really glad to have the opportunity to make it.
bruce
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Karl Witt wrote:
I'm a bit speechless for many reasons here Bruce buddy but they are all for the good

I'll just keep quiet and enjoy the scenery and let the story settle in ............we both know.

Karl


Thanks Karl... you are too kind!
bruce
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George DeCamp wrote:
Bruce, awesome images and heartwarming story! I'm sure you're wife is enjoying your images and glad you are out there doing what you do best! Keep it going buddy, so glad you went!!


Thank you George...
I appreciate you taking the time to comment and thanks for the kind things you've written,
cheers,
bruce
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Scott Stoness wrote:
Bruce. Great pictures - maybe I will have to go to Japan. Like the high key Cranes in first shot the best but they are all nice.

Condolences on losing your wife. I have been with my wife for 32 years and cannot imagine the world without her.

Scott


Thanks for the condolences... Losing Tamy has been the challenge of my life. We've known each other for 35 years and married for 33 of them. She and I always traveled and shot together... I lost more than half of myself when she died. I've spent almost a year now looking to rebuild my own capacity while celebrating the life we had together.
Regarding Japan... it is wonderful place to do winter photography. It is nothing like the "usual" spots in the US or spring/fall in the arctic. The species you encounter are in dramatic locations and allow for a lot of creative interpretation. While few areas appear truly wild due to how Japan has set up their conservation areas, all of the animals are free to come and go. As photographers, we benefit from the conservation measures used to support these animals during the harsh winter months.

bruce
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Dave_E wrote:
These are beautiful Bruce, a lot of bucket list images here. Sorry for your loss, you just have to keeping plugging away. I know photography was a great help to me when my wife passed a number of years ago. Keep bring the beautiful images.

Dave


Thanks for the note and compliment Dave. It looks like photography has saved us both through the years... while no replacement for a partner in life, taking photos is a fantastic distraction and opportunity for an emotional release.

regards,
bruce



Feb 15, 2024 at 08:05 AM
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These are all beautiful! They certainly capture the magic of Japan, and I would hope that being in such a beautiful place would bring some peace to your mind.


Feb 16, 2024 at 03:17 AM
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Nikon1960 wrote:
These are all beautiful! They certainly capture the magic of Japan, and I would hope that being in such a beautiful place would bring some peace to your mind.


Thanks...
I remember some of the Stellar Eagle shots you posted a year back or so... the work was lovely and served as a bit of motivation for me

cheers,
briuce



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