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Depth of Feel wrote:
As introverted male I also suffer from social media and networking nilhism. I cant pretend to be freinds with someone knowing the relationship is motivated by money.
I don't know if I'd qualify as being introverted but I just cannot stomach the transparent, insincere BULLSHIT that social media seems to be all about.
It literally makes me gag and think " WTF is wrong with these candy arsed, pussy morons?"
Who carrys on like that? Are so many people really THAT deluded?
It makes me feel both sick and insulted.
In sales, I do very well with my rough as guts, straight up, tell it like it is disposition. I have made a point in fact of telling people what they don't want to hear because they seem to appreciate it and know when I pay a compliment or say something nice, I do mean it.
Maybe I burn people as well. That's fine. I don't want to deal with them even less than they would want to deal with me. Luckily over the years there have been enough people that can tolerate my less that syrupy sweet style to keep me going along nicely. :0)
Ritalin would probably solve my problems.
Wish to hell it would solve mine.
They put me on Anti depressants once. I'm stupid and dopey enough without chemicals to make me feel even more stupid and in a fog. If they are ANTI depressants, why the heck did the doc have me coming back every week which I found out later was to keep an eye on me in case I was suicidal as was a well known side effect of the tablets!
I wasn't suicidal before they gave me the rubbish Poison so why in the hell would you give that to a depressed person??
The Doc said they aren't happy pills. I said then Why not? That's exactly what I bloody need!
Later I was given Cholesterol tablets because that was a little, just a little, High.
I was going to the gym and getting quite fit although the Mrs was having trouble getting shirts to go round my shoulders. All the sudden it was like I had the Flu. Runny nose, ached like I had been hit by a truck, couldn't do 1/4 of what I had been at the gym, tired, constant feeling of exhaustion, headaches, Nausea......
I thought something is wrong, what's changed? Then I remembered the new pills I had been given a month ago. Looked them up and I had every side effect listed. My mate I go to the Gym with came over. I asked, what have I been bitching about the last couple of weeks? He recited my complaints. I said look at this. He was stunned. He said that's everything you have been saying! Yup!
I had an appointment with the Doc the next day, a very kindly, mature faithful woman.
I looked her dead in the eye and told her she could shove those pills fair up her arse because they were poisoning me and I was completely pissed off she would give me that without even warning me in the first place. I had been going out my mind worrying what was wrong and if I had got, or something very serious had happened.To say I was less pleased when she said they were more a preventative in case things got to high than a need, would be a gross understatement.
I won't put a thing in my mouth now unless I look it up first and see the harm it can do rather than the possible good.
I take my Diabetes medication I need to stay alive. Pretty much everything else they want to give me I find can be treated at the Gym and I don't need to fill myself with more damn Chemicals that ALWAYS have a negative side effect.